So it's been a while..and I still have no new camera nor any new work to post. I would love to get a new camera but it's not in my budget at the moment. I have a cruise to pay for and bills to pay >< It seems like alot has happened in the past year. I've moved, partly by choice, partly because I was kicked out of the place I was living at in Nacogdoches. I still play World of Warcraft as much as ever. I've been working at a chocolate factory for the past...9 months I guess, and as much as I love chocoalate, I hate the job and I'm trying to go back to school to be a math teacher. I have twelve classes left to get a Bachelor's degree so it'd be so nice to get it.

I have had to deal with death though in the past few months. About 3 months ago, my aunt committed suicide. She lived in Kentucky with her husband and two kids, who are in college. She was my dad's only sister too. It was hard seeing my dad deal with her death, and hard being at the funeral. The last night we were there, we went to their house, and I got to see my cousins and uncle and his family, and I couldn't help but wonder if I would ever see them again. I never saw them much as it was, especially with them being in Kentucky, but now that my aunt is no longer here, it bothers me that I may never see them again. Then I found out last Sunday that my dad's brother's daughter (my cousin) was in a car accident last weekend, and passed away. I never saw her much either. That's what sucks about all this. My dad's family has never been close, and has never made any efforts over the years to see each other, especially my dad, who's basically the black sheep in his family. I just can't help but wonder, after what's happened, how often am I really going to ever see my dad's family. I know I can't go back in time but I just wish that they had made more effort to get to know me, my sister and brother.